We all go through situations that we think will break us and make us give up but today I’ve made decisions that have led me to one thing > being happy.
Today, I’ve chosen to Let Go; I’m letting go of a fuxkboy that treated me like shit for almost a year, whom which consumed so much of my thoughts and led me to believing the way he treated me was okay and I blame myself for allowing it to happen.
I’m letting go of people whom I thought would be my ride or dies till the end, whom were everything to me, well I guess not.
I’m letting go of those ‘part timers’ who only communicate with me when needed or when necessary and have the audacity to say ‘when are you coming to visit me.’ No my darling, you’re on holiday but I must visit you? Pssht have a seat please.
I’m letting go of the pain, the hurt, the ugly that people have caused me and I have caused them, if I have wronged you in any way, I apologise. I’m letting go of anything and anyone who makes me unhappy.
Today, I’ve accepted Life; I’ve accepted that this is the life that has been given to me, with all its challenges, pain, unhappiness, temporary situations and people.
I’ve accepted that not everyone is the realest, not everyone will be there for me the way I am for them, not everyone is as real, honest, straight forward and understanding as I am.
I’ve accepted the lessons I’ve learnt and the mistakes I’ve made because that, that is what makes me better and makes me grow into seeing life in a different perspective.
I’ve accepted that this is the life I have been blessed with and I am going to live it the way I want to live it.
Today, I’ve chosen to be Happy; to be happy with who and what I have at this moment. To fulfill my heart with nothing but happiness although life hits me with everything that’s meant to break me and make me give up.
Happiness is inside, it comes from letting go and accepting that this is life and that every day is a challenge, every day is something new but every day is a day to be Happy.
Choose Happiness over anything and everything and your Heart will be fulfilled.